my dreams from 10 years ago..

i'm currently in the creative mood. okay, i admit.. i'm not very creative but still i have the right to have the 'mood' right, hehe.. because of that, i'm working on a 'whatever scrap book!' a scrap book that can contain anything from nothing to everything! while working on this scrap book, i read back my old diaries. hoho, i do have a few diaries but i didn't wrote in them every single day.just when i'm in the mood, just like i'm writing entry for this blog.

it's actually funny seeing the things that've been written. i only got two diaries at the moment. the first entry started in 2001, during my a-level years. i couldn't believe the things i wrote. and there some events that i've totally forgotten about it! it helps actually having a diary. so, i recommend you guys to have one. like i mentioned before, you don't have to write it every day. just write when you feel like it. for me, diary is different from blog. blog entries are to be seen and heard by everyone and anyone, but diaries are only to be seen and heard by chosen one. the one that you allow to read. normally, a diary is only to be read by the writer.

i went through this diary and i found the dreams i wrote 10 years ago. here there are:

• furthering my study to germany (achieved but not totally, see below)
• getting my 'diplom' and passed with flying colours (unachieved due to unavoided circumstances)
• get a job that interests me with good payment (honestly, still progressing)
• by my own place and car (place - not yet, car - done)
• get MBA and then PhD in psychology (put on hold while still strugling with first degree)
• learn to play piano/violin (hoho, the only musical instrument i could play is recorder!)
• learn to speak japanese and spanish fluently (argh, no time!<~excuses as always)
• can offer helps to those in need (always trying my best)
• work a lot with charity (joined few charity work but mada mada.. <~ see, i do know a little japanese!)
• become famous! (hey, i was young and stupid back then! hehe..)
• married to a man of my dream (here are some of my dream man back then! yutaka takenouchi, hayden christensen, matt damon, orlando bloom and keanu reeves.)

ps: currently hooked to a malay song called 'sesaat kau datang' by ramlah ram ft sleeq!