i am doom!!! really doom!!! but i love my family!!!

The family is a haven in a heartless world. ~ Christopher Lasch

salam, just wanna say that i'm doom, really doom!!! and the reason is none other than 'thesis block.' i don't have the slightest idea how to start my project and by doing so, i managed to bother my parents and siblings. haha, it started out this way. yesterday, one of my episode came. by episode, i mean my mood swing! i managed to cry for no apparent reason. and as usual, if i'm not feeling mentally well, i would call my mother. just hearing her voice would help me calm down a little bit.

and as usual, she could detect my distress eventhough i tried to hide it. to make things worst, i asked my mom to forgive all my sins so if i died that night, at least i had her forgiveness. and than i put down the phone. 15 seconds later, she called me back.. haha, that's my mom for you! she thought i was a little mad at my brother. previously, i asked my brother to lend a few books for me from upm. but, he's so busy, he couldn't find the time and i really didn't mind since i already had abundance of books to help me the thesis. so, my mom thought that was the reason for my mood swing and i told her it wasn't.

nevertherless, after the phone call, i got a sms from my father and asked me my thesis topic. and the next day a.k.a today, my brother called me to inform that he already borrowed them. so, after work today, i went to pick the books up from my brother's house. and i was totally surprised at the number of books he borrowed for me. i only asked for two and he borrowed five. later tonight, i found out from my dad's call that he's the one who's really responsible for the book numbers incerasing, he sms my brother my thesis topic. and now, that's my dad for you! he even helped me with my assignments before!!! and by helping, i mean totally did them from beginning to the end!

ps: i'm totally grateful for having such a wonderful and supportive family... totally love them!!!

romantic hollywood

promo poster

last saturday (04/02/2012), we went to watch another musical at petronas philharmonic hall. by we i mean, me, A, ateng and his housemate. ateng bought the tickets for us since he knew someone that work there so we get staff discount. this time, i keep my big mouth shut the whole performance! oh another unfortunate incident happened. A couldn't get in on the first half of the show since she's wearing jeans. the dress code is smart casual. ateng reminded me regarding the dress code and i intended to remind A the same thing. but since A had went to the musical before, i assumed that she must know the dress code so i cancelled my intention on reminding her. and when i picked her up, i didn't even realized she's wearing jeans. i oly realized after she mentioned it to us before entering the hall.

the ticket



we even joked about we would cover her jeans. i told her that she could loan my pants since i'm wearing a cheongsam. ateng offered her his jacket so she could cover the jeans. but we didn't expected that she really couldn't get in. so, Awent to hunt some alternatives to change her jeans. but, all the 'alternatives' were very expensive. when she found the reasonable price oned, there were unfit for her. i met her during the interval and we managed to slip smuggle her for the second half. actually, there were only a few songs and movies that i recognized from the musical. let me list the movies from the show, couldn't really remember the song names (well, maybe a few) :

• Romeo & Juliet
• Dr Zhivago
• Gone With The Wind
• On The Waterfront
• Roman Hoiday
• Out of Africa
• Splash
• Sleeping Beauty
• Ghost
• Chocolat
• Sayonara
• Casablanca
• The Addams Family

the bold one is the only movies that i've truly watched and remembered. maybe, there were a few that i knew the storyline but never actually watched it and a few that i've watched but couldn't remember, huhu.. i planned to watch a few movies from the list. some of them are roman holiday and splash! ok, i think that's all for my update. oh, here's a few things i planned to do in the next few months; watch another mucisal at DPO (most probably Oscar Winner, end of march), watch upin and ipin at IB (may), go to genting highlands, go visit hawa (maybe in may during hanni's wedding) and go holiday abroad (south east asia only).

ps: did you know that people who feel similar emotions will begin to match each other's body language? this is call mirroring and says, 'look at me! i feel the same way as you!' it could be the way they sit or the way they tilt their head.

if you happy and you know it..

if you happy and you know it, you clap your hand.. salam, do you know the song! i'm pretty sure that most of you would recognize that song. we usually sang it during our childhood! why suddenly with the song, you asked? haha, it's because i'm feeling happy, very happy! the reason?! hi-mit-su-da-yo~~  when the time came, when everthing turns out as i hope it will, i promise to tell you the reason. i hope i won't forget my promise. if things don't turn out as i hope, let the secret dies with me...

yesterday was federation day (erk, i'm not sure if i translated it right! it's hari wilayah, btw..), so i had the day off and guess how i spent the day? actually, i planned to watch sunrise with A. but, it didn't happened since both of us couldn't wake up early.. we went out late the day before. first, we watched chronicle with rafiz. it was a good movie. after that, we went sightseeing at kuala lumpur nightlife. it's my first time ever staying so late at kl. we went home at about 2am. after that, A and i continued our sightseeing, this time while driving. we arrived home at about 5am. hence, we couldn't wake up the next day!

when we finally woke up around 10am, we got ready for our planned activitiy for the day. we went to red box karaoke at ioi mall and sang our hearts out. it was our first time ever karaokeing at red box. so, it's our first time singing while eating. the price is reasonable and we planned to go there next time. that day, we went home at about 6pm. and i haven't even started on my proposal. i planned to start it asap, huhu... this weekend i'm going to another musical at dewan filharmonik petronas. but i forgot to ask my dear friend, the exact date. he bought the ticket for us. ok, i think that's all for now. take care all...

ps: have you ever experienced, feeling so happy, you became speechless, your face became hot since blood ran to your face, made you blushing? i had, earlier today for the reason i couldn't tell... neko-no-suki-desu... ;)