[SONG] AAA ~ Koi Oto to Amazora

**Suki da yo" to tsutaereba ii no ni
I could just let you know that "I love you"
Negau saki, kowakute iezu
But I can't, because I'm scared of what will follow
"Suki da yo" to "Suki da yo" ga
All these words "I love you", "I love you"
Tsunotte wa toketeku
Keep growing larger, and then melts
Kimi to no jikan ga ichibyou demo nagaku naru nara
If my time with you will increase even by just a second
Zutto ja nakute ii
I don't mind if it's not forever
Negai kakeru koi-oto to amazora
I make my wish to sounds of love and rainy skies

Kimi to hanarete kara suujitsume no doshaburi no ame no naka
Few days after we separated, and I'm standing in this heavy rain 
Konna hi wa kanarazu kasa wo todoke ni itta
At days like this, I always used to bring you umbrella

Itsumo no machiawase no basho iru hazu no nai omokage matsu
In our familiar meeting place, I'm waiting for the traces of you that won't be here
Kasa mo sasazu, zubunure na kimi wa soko ni ita
But drenched in rain, you're here, without an umbrella

Kajikanda te wo atatameru koto ga mou ichido dekiru nara
If I could once again warm your numb hands
Hajimari no toki made modoritai
I want to go back to the beginning

"Suki da yo" to tsutaereba ii no ni
I could just let you know that "I love you"
Negau saki, kowakute iezu
But I can't, because I'm scared of what will follow
"Suki ja nai?" "Suki da yo?" ga
All these words "I don't love you?", "I love you?"
Yureru koi to amazora
Sway in the love and rainy skies  
Kimi to no jikan ga ichibyou demo nagaku naru nara
If my time with you will increase even by just a second
Zutto ja nakute ii
I don't mind if it's not forever 
Ame ga yamu made kono mama isasete...
Let me stay with like this until the rain stops

Shinjita ashita mo
Even the tomorrow we believed in
Kimi wa kako to warau no?
Are are you going to laugh at it calling it "past"? 
Nagashisaru chikara mo naku
Without having the strength to be washed away 
Ano hi no mama de jikan ga tomaru
The time stops where we left off that day  
Shizuku ga futatsu
Two drops
Kimi no hoho wo tsutau
Fall down your cheeks
Taezu yamanu ame no sei to koi-oto wa utau
The sound of love sings how it's the unstopping rain's fault

Machiyuku koibito ga urayamashiku omou koto ga fueta
I've grown to become jealous of all the lovers roaming around town 
Itsukara hitori ga kowaku nattandarou
I wonder since when I felt scared being alone

Demo ima wa tsukanoma no shiawase
But right now I feel momentary happiness 
Dekiru koto nara kono mama
If it's possible
Arifureta koibito-tachi ni naritai
I want us to be one of those mundane lovers

Kimi ga koko de nozondeiru koto
The things that you are wishing here
Boku ga koko de iitai koto
And the things I want to say here
Ima nara omoi mo kasanaru kana?
Could our feelings overlap right now?

"Suki da yo" to tsutaereba ii no ni
I could just let you know that "I love you" 
Negau saki, kowakute iezu
But I can't, because I'm scared of what will follow
Yokogao wo mitsumeteru
I'm looking at your profile now
Soredake demo  mou ii!
Just that, is enough for me!
Dakedo hitonigiri no shiawase mo
But that handful of happiness
Kimi ga kureta mono dakara
Is what you gave me
Hontou wa zutto dakishimeteitai
So truth is, I want to keep embracing it

"Surechigai mo, futari mou ichido yarinaosu tame no shiren" datte
"Passing by each other, is also a test for us to start over" 
Sugu ni ieru no nara  donna ni ii darou ka
If I could only say that immediately, how nice would that have been 
Suki to iu jijitsu toori sugite
Already gone beyond the fact I like you
Ima de wa mou aishiteiru
And now I love you 
Ushinatta suujitsukan de yatto shitta
I finally realized this in the few days I lost it 
Hontou wa kono mama kimochi tashikametakute...
And truth is, I want to confirm these feelings

Repeat**

[Lyrics from AnimeLyrics]

a close call...

i nearly escaped from a major disaster end of last month, on my birthday to be exact. recently, i've watched goblin (kdrama). for those who are familiar with this drama will know that eun tak blows candle to summon the goblin. so, there are a lot of scenes with candles involved and i found them to be pretty. so, i tried to recreate the scenes and lighted up a couple of scented candles myself. i went to sleep leaving them burned around 1am.

and then, around 4am, i woke up to the smell of smoke. and guess what? there was fire. my notebook was burning (stupidly, i placed one of the candle on a notebook). smokes filled the whole room. i blew the fire out and then opened the window to let the smokes out and continued to sleep. bu, i woke up 30 minutes later, noticing there was still ember burning slowly. i took the notebook to the sink and let water washed out the flames.i was really grateful that nothing major happened.

one of the scene in goblin with beautiful candles burning

candle on the right causes the fire. as you can see, it was near stack of books that could burn easily. honestly, i did thought about the dangerous of it but still proceed with it thinking nothing bad would happen.

what left of my notebook

i used this notebook to write down verses from the holy quran i relate to. these pages were saved, only some of them couldn't be read. and because of this, i strongly believe it is a sign from Allah on the miracle of quran.💓

celebrating january and february babies..

well, this chinese new year holiday, we celebrated our family's january and february babies and they are:

syariq (8 january, 7 yo)

uncle D (11 january, 74 yo)

kak ani (25 january, 46 yo)

ME! (29 january, 36 yo)

kak sya (4 february, 44 yo)

danish (7 february, 14 yo)

we sang birthday song for each person and that's mean we repeated it six times, haha.. here are a few photos from the event.

and as usual, since i am a very lucky girl to be surrounded by loving families and friends, here are this year birthday presents.

i've received four set of nanoblocks (shop series)

my colleagues surprised me with cake on the day of my birthday

another block set from kak ala's bunch.. i already finished this and honestly, it's quite hard for the different types and sizes of the blocks, haha..

from izz and areef (abg ijan's and kak intan's bunch) and their wishes are so sweet and thoughtful.. kak intan even bought me 'kain baju kurung' today at jakel when i accompanied her there.. 

received by post, from fiza and yati, these two always manage to surprise me every single year with their gifts..

from abg ain's and kak ani's bunch, i love the unicorn light! it had become my night light!

i don;t have to worry about 'baju raya' this year, yay! kak sya's bunch gave me this beautiful 'batik' from terengganu..

this one is from miss a and rafiz, also received by mail! since they bought it from kinokuniya, i first thought that kinokuniya gave me a birthday present...

i also received lots of wishes via whatsapps and socmed. i cherish every single one of them. thank you all for wishes and presents. may Allah bless you and your family.💓💓💓