my finger journey to recovery

on one fine day, i can't remember the exact date, i hurt my finger while trying to open a can of mushroom. it won't stop bleeding and i panic. i'm a little bit of hemophobic. i couldn't stand the sight of blood even if it's my own, huhu.. this one time, i wanted to donate blood, i blackout even before the donating began. it's just because i saw the bags of blood. so, the next time i donated blood, i kept my sight clear out off the blood bags. i avoided looking at them. so, with the help of my mom and aunt, we managed to stop the bleeding. i went to clinic the next day and received four stitches. i received stitches once before, when i was around four years old. i fall from a swing. the only thing i remembered at that time was me calling the little chicks to play with me and then woke up at my grandma's house later that night...

Aidilfitri 2019/1440H

this year raya is so much better than my previous year raya. during last year raya, i was taken ill and had to be hospitalized in kajang for a few days. i'm not sure whether i've mentioned it in this blog or not. but one of my friend had a stroke attack on the first day of raya. i had a chance to visit him and he was unconscious for a few days. even when he regained back his consciousness, his memory was not fully intact. alhamdulillah at this moment he was already taken home and was taken care by his family. please pray for his recovery. he was my friend at stj and also during my german years. well, here are some photos for this year raya. sorry for the very late updates, huhu.. it's already time for aildiladha as well.. we will be celebrating this aidiladha at putrajaya since kak sya is performing haj with his husband and my parents are looking after their children.

abg ain's family

kak sya's family

kak ala's family

my family, hehe..

  

ramadan 2019/1440H

i'm so sorry for the late wish. it's already the 28 days of ramadan. only a couple of days before eid. this year, for the first time ever, i managed to finish the whole quran during ramadan. i hope i can maintain this for years to come. i tried my best to perform terawih prayers as well. up until today, i only missed three (not counting the ties of my period). one time i missed because of journeying from putrajaya to segamat, the second time was totally not a good reason (i was hooked on watching netflix, huhu..) and the third time was due to stomachache.

since i am already at kampung, i didn't take extra leave to celebrate eidulfitri @ raya puasa. my sisters' family are already here. my first brother will be back tomorrow night and my second brother will be back on the first day of raya, insyaAllah this coming wednesday. as for my study, i made the decision to defer again this semester and start back in september semester. i really hope by that time, i already made up my mind on my master project. not only made up my mind, i hope by that time i already came up with project proposal. i still need submit the proposal to my chosen supervisor first. ok, that's all for now. until later, maybe i'll upload a few raya photos.