S T R E S S

i've lost count how many of my entries are dedicated to this S T R E S S matter, huhu.. i've been accumulating stress since i learned the word! here are a few thing i am currently stressed about:

1. money matter: i couldn't apply loan for my study.. so, i've to plan my budget properly.. no more buying books, clothes or anything at all.. i have no one else to blame but myself for this problem.
2. career matter: i think i've mentioned several times before that i hate my current job. so, i want to apply other jobs that more to my preference. but my parents, well made that everybody (i just love to exaggerate) are against it.
3. education matter: i think i have wasted my money for my degree since it doesn't help me improve my life AT ALL! furthering my study are really a waste of time and money and yet here i am again pursuing my master with again another false and stupid hope that it will benefit me in the future.
4. friends matter: currently at home, i don't have any friends to socialize after office hour. all of them are married and of course dedicate their time and attention to their family. the only time i could socialize is when i go to putrajaya.
5. computer matter: everytime windows updated,i would encounter network problem. when i search the web, it seems that asus have this network adapter problem with windows 10. i tried to follow some of the actions given to resolve this problem but it didn't work. so, what i do is restore my computer to the point before the update. but, i couldn't do it all the time. i need to bring my computer for repair the next time i go to putrajaya.

i know my problems are nothing compared to other bigger problems others might face. but, by listing it down to be seen, it helped to decrease the burden a little bit. sorry for all the whining i did. hope, everything will change for the better soon, insyaAllah...

ps: i owe u guys a lot of entries, huhu..