greetings ppl! how's life lately?! mine?! hmmm, compared to before, my life's quite relaxing these few weeks 'cos i've got medical leave until 9 september 2008. reason for my medical leave is none other than chikugunya combined with stressed. hohoho, my work is really stressful for serious. dealing with immigrants is one hell of a job! actually dealing with immigrants is not that hard or stressful, it's dealing with my bosses and co-workers that gave me headache! sometimes, when u r 'in the middle' like me, by middle, i mean you have bosses and sometimes u have ppl under u that u have to give instruction to, is hard to cope with! i know that a lot of u were stucked in the same situation as me! well, all that i can say is, bear with it! see it as a challege for us to conquer. "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.~ Mark Twain"
well, let's get back to the topic on hand! today, i would like to talk on L.O.V.E! what's my perspective on this word?! well, honestly the first thing that came to my mind when i saw this word is the classic song by Nat King Cole;
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
that quite summarize my opinion of love, hehe... actually in this whole wide world, there are several different types of love. Love for our Creator(Allah), love for His Messenger (Prophet Muhammad s.a.w), love for our parents, siblings, families, love for our partner, children and so many more. but now, i woould love to talk about love for our partner or in simple words love for our girlfriends/boyfriends/husbands/wives. since i'm not married YET, i'll talk on the love to boyfrieds/girlfriends.
well, if u guys are wondering whether i've that special someone that can be called as my boyfriend. honestly me myself, don't know, hahaha~~ i'm telling u the truth here, i'm not lying or kidding! HONESTLY, i don't know! sometimes i think i've one, sometimes i think i've none and sometimes i've even think that i have more than one, haha! u can call me a bluff or liar, but that's the truth! now let me tell you a secret that won't be a secret anymore after i pour it out... each time after my solat, i pray to Allah not to open my heart to love anyone unless that one is THE ONE. by THE ONE, i meant the guy that'll finally becom my HUSBAND! now, the secret is out, hahaha... =p stoooopid me, hehehe...
i think that one of the reason i've never had a aboyfriend until now! oops, forgot... i've had one during my time in germany. the relationship lasted less than a month! the reason i had that relationship was because of..... hehehe, let it be a secret okay! but i think lots of my closed friends know the truth behind that relationship! to the guy invoved, i'm so very sorry for treating u the way i've treated you before! hope now u r happy with ur spcial someone! i know u had one and she's 10000x greater that me for she loves u the way u r! i keep tracked of u not because i'm obsessed but just because i want to know whether or not u r happy! and when i found out that u r, seemed like a burden of guilt have been lifted from my shoulder, huhu~~
well, love is very subjective! different people, different opinions. as for me, love is a very beautiful feeling that Allah gives us, so that we can make this world we live in a very wonderful place! but, as we can see, this world we live in is not as wonderful as before because hate overwrites love! we see war everywhere because people forget to love. it's sad seeing people nowadays never consider the feeling of others, they just think about themselves! i know sometimes, we need to be selfish, but being selfish each time is wrong! ermmm...
beside that, love cannot be forced. ever heard the saying, if u love someone, let her/him free. if he/she loves u back, he/she will come back! that for me is so very true. never forced someone to love you, let the love flows freely and steadily! if u forced love, it will not last. i'm talking from my own experiences. believe me but if u don;t believe me, it's okay! it's ur choice, i've no sayings in ur opinions. only u, urself can made ur own decision. i think that's all for now. remember, love is subjective and let me tell u another secret. i love u all, muahs~ muahs~ not really a secret, 'rite?! ;p
