[SONG] Soba Ni Iru Ne ~ Aoyama Thelma ft SoulJa

[Aoyama Thelma]

Anata no koto (wata)shi wa ima demo omoitsudzukete iruyo

Ikura toki nagareteyukou to I’M BY YOUR SIDE BABY itsudemo

SO. donna ni hanarete iyou to

Kokoro no naka dewa itsudemo isshoni iru kedo samishiin dayo

SO BABY PLEASE tada HURRY BACK HOME

YOU KNOW DAT I LOVE YOU dakara koso shinpai shinak(u)te iindayo

BABY BOY atashi wa koko ni iruyo doko mo ikazu ni matteruyo

Donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranaiyo kono kokoro

Iitai koto wakaru desho?

[SoulJa]

Anata no koto matteru yo

Nna koto yori omae no hou wa genki ka? chanto meshikutteru ka?

Chikusho, yappa ieneeya

Mata kondo okuruyo ore kara no LETTER

[Aoyama Thelma]

Sugisatta toki wa modosenai keredo chikaku ni itekureta kimi ga koishii no

Atashi nigeteta no

Dakedo anata to no kyori ga tooku naru hodo ni isogashi kumisete ita

Dakedo me wo tojiru toki nemurou tosuru toki nigekirena iyo anata no koto

Ikura toki nagareteyukou to I’M BY YOUR SIDE BABY itsudemo

Omoi dashite wa hitori naitetano

Anata no koto (wata)shi wa ima demo omoitsudzukete iruyo

SO. donna ni hanarete iyou to

YOU KNOW DAT I LOVE YOU dakara koso shinpai shinak(u)te iindayo

Kokoro no naka dewa itsudemo isshoni iru kedo samishiin dayo

SO BABY PLEASE tada HURRY BACK HOME

[SoulJa]

BABY BOY atashi wa koko ni iruyo doko mo ikazu ni matteruyo

Donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranaiyo kono kokoro

Anata no koto matteru yo

Iitai koto wakaru desho?

Bukiyouna ore tooku ni iru kimi

Tsutaetai kimochi sonomama iezuni kimi wa icchimatta

Ima ja nokosareta kimi wa ALBUM no naka

[Aoyama Thelma]

ALBUM no naka osameta omoide no

Hibi yori nanigenai hitotoki ga ima ja koishii no

('SoulJa' kimi no nukumori)

AND NOW anata kara no denwa machi tsudzukete ita

Keitai nigirishime nagara nemuri ni tsuita

('SoulJa' dakishimete yaritai)

Atashi wa doko mo ikanaiyo koko ni iru keredo

Mitsume aitai anata no sono hitomi

BABY BOY atashi wa koko ni iruyo doko mo ikazu ni matteruyo

Ne~ wakaru desho? atashi matteruyo

Donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranaiyo kono kokoro

YOU KNOW DAT I LOVE YOU dakara koso shinpai shinak(u)te iindayo

Iitai koto wakaru desho?

[SoulJa]

Anata no koto matteru yo

Ore wa doko mo ikanaiyo koko ni iru keredo sagashi tsudzukeru anata no kao

YOUR egao ima demo sawaresou datte omoi nagara

Te wo nobaseba kimi wa

[Aoyama Thelma]

Ikura toki nagareteyukou to I’M BY YOUR SIDE BABY itsudemo

Anata no koto (wata)shi wa ima demo omoitsudzukete iruyo

SO. donna ni hanarete iyou to

Anata no koto (wata)shi wa ima demo omoitsudzukete iruyo

Kokoro no naka dewa itsudemo isshoni iru kedo samishiin dayo

SO BABY PLEASE tada HURRY BACK HOME

Kokoro no naka dewa itsudemo isshoni iru kedo samishiin dayo

Ikura toki nagareteyukou to I’M BY YOUR SIDE BABY itsudemo

SO. donna ni hanarete iyou to

SO BABY PLEASE tada HURRY BACK HOME

ploop...

don't know what title to give. so, the first thing that came to my mind is 'ploop'! so, ploops it is. just finished watching liar game 2. interesting. i always like liar game since its first season. the series give me something to think about. learn lots of new things. i also learned about stockholm syndrome while watching knight rider and ghost whisperer. it's a syndrome, when the people that being kidnapped backing their captor, saying that they were nice and so on. they're being brainwashed by their captor. there are a lot of things i learned from watching television and reading books. sometimes the books are not even educational, hehe.. example, i learned some crime solving methods by reading detective conan and files of young kindaichi. so, it went without saying, i learned more from CSI and other tv series.

right now, i'm currently reading darren shan saga. i'm at book no 9. it's nice and i prefer the books than the movie. what else? i also wathced a japanese movie titled marriage according to blood types. interesting. do u know that japanese believe that blood type sometimes determined a person characteristics, just like the zodiac. let me see if i can google some info regarding the blood types. i've read it before and saved the info in my old pc. unfortunately, my pc was beyond saving. crashed all the way. huhu, so i lost a lots of data. my pictures, my document, my movies, songs, anime and lots more. sad but what to do.... wait while i googled the info regarding the blood type. by the way, i'm B+. found a great site, here... well, that's all for now. until later...

current..

current book : darren shan ~ hunters of the dusk
current jdorama : liar game 2
current manga : naruto, bloody monday season 2, detective conan, nodame cantabile reprise
current anime : samurai x on animax
current tv series : ghost whisperer (8tv), knight rider (tv9), supernatural (axn), chuck (axn)
current reality shows : amazing race (axn), so you think you can dance (axn)
current favourite books : rick riordan
current favourite comics : penyiasat remaja
current favourite drinks : nescafe
current favourite colour : green
current virtual boyfriend : kengo akechi from penyiasat remaja
current real life boyfried : none
current age : 27
current car : perodua viva 850cc (green)
current motto : live life!
current wish : money, lots of money

no idea...

ellop there! another update this week. the truth is i don't know what to write but still, i wanna write something. last monday while reading darren shan book, cirque du freak, i cried. hehe, i had to go to the toilet, so that nobody can see me crying. i cried at the part, when darrn said goodbye to his family, before he faked his own death. silly of me, right? i didn't know why i creied. maybe during that time, i'm imaginig myself saying goodbye to my family before my own death... i'm still reading the darren shan saga. currently at book 5...

i've got 3 assigments to do. 1 for oral english, 1 for human computer interaction n 1 for interactive media. but i've got to finish inteactive multimedia first 'coz the lecturer want it on T4. the other 2 tutors is much more lenient and want us to submit it during T5. i've got only 1 paper for mid-term, that's human computer interaction. my result for last sem is already out. B+ for statistics n B- for web publishing. wait for one more, communication theory. my cgpa is getting lower each sem. currently at 3 point something... huhu, hopefully will stand above 3 pointer. don't want 2 pointer.... that's all for now. until later...

what's the time now?

help! i've been in a trance for quite a long time now! would u please tell me the year? haha, it's already 2010 dear! WAKE UP! see, that's why i haven't been writing anything. i was under a spell. the spell of sleepiness and witers block. even a blogger also suffers from writers block. eventhough, what we wrote was nothing compared to all those bestsellers. well let me rephrase it, what i wrote is nothing compared to all those bestsellers. a lot of things happened in my life. the obvious one is (for the people who can see me), i've became fat, very fat. got problems getting in old clothes. got to buy lots of new ones with the current size. so, honestly i dislike being fat. but, i also dislike exercising to not staying fat. bought a dance workout dvd, only done it twice. go for a jog in the evening after work. last for only one week. and my favourite past times doesn't help the situation either. u guess it! it's sleep. i slept most of the times. sometimes my wakr up time is less than my sleeping times. i think i have a sleeping disorder. perhaps, i should address my doctor again regarding this sleeping pattern of mine. one more important thing that i need to mention, i'm suffering from bipolar disorder. so, my doctor told me that i'm most likely have to take medication for my whole life. nice news eh?! erm, i've been taking lithium carbonate, olanzapine and seroquell. olanzapine is being changed to seroquell. one of the side effects of these medicines is weight gain. but i didn't blame all my weight gain to the medicines, mostly i blamed it all on my lazy lifestyle, hehe...

what else? erm, something stupid. i made up my mind to get married at the earliest when i'm 30 yrs old. think, i have gave up on love at the moment. hoping that perhaps, love will finally waltzing in my life when i am 30. other than that, i've read rick riordan books. it's great. the first book have been turned into a movir, percy jackson, the lightning thief. A invited me to watch the movie. find it good and bought all five books at once. bought it with my. my mum asking me about my financial state. i told her, i couldn't pay for my car installment because i've got to get a new phone. my previous phone is seriously 'sick.' so, my mum was confused when i still can buy books that totaled up to ca. RM175 and couldn't pay my car installment. history behind the car payments. the car was bought under my sister's name. during those time, she needed the car for a while. i agreed to use the car afterwards. so, i have to pay the monthly installment. but, knowing me my my 'thrifty' ways of spending, i didn't make the payment on time. my mother took over the monthly payment which is RM450. i have to pay only half of it, that's RM250. as for the road tax and insurance and all, my mother paid that for me. seriously, i don't know how to manage my money. my motto, got money, spend them! hate me is you must, but that's the truth. i don't have savings other than my tabung haji money. that's for haji of course. perhaps, one day i woke up and i changed into another person that can manage moneywell, although i doubt that. and one more thing, i think i have to make a loan from my sister if i want to make through to next payment. i'm broke as hell already.

back to the rick riordan books. i spent all my chinese new year holidays, finishing it. and it got me interested in knowing the greek mythology. my study is going on well eventhough my grade keep on slipping down and under, huhu... i still love reading comics. i still love dreaming about something i couldn't have. i hate my job, duh! doing the same thing all over again. i just doing it for the money and my mother and my medication as well. i think about killing myself at least once a day, which is quite normal for me. and i also think about the various ways i could kill myself. i think the easiest way is taking excessive amount of pills. wouldn't feel any pain, just drift to death. think again, not ready to die. not enough good deeds tohelp me in the afterlife. and suicide is definitely one of the ULTIMATE SIN. straight to hell, baby. do i believe in the afterlife? what kind of question is that? as a MUSLIM, i definitely believe in afterlife. all those times watching hollywood movies, defining their 'aferlife', doesn't change my thought at all. what else? i still want to learn japanese and sign language. i almost forgot my german. i still didn't know what to do with my life eventhough i'm 27 yrs old already. whine whine all along the way. i still love to read historical romance, once in a while, i read something informative such as self help books. that's all for my incoherent thoughts. until later! =)