let's just say, these past few days i'm not in the best state of mind. after losing my phone last thursday (right after watching resident evil 5, which is a great movie by the way!), i'm feeling demotivated. maybe losing my phone triggered all the negative feelings mound inside of me.
let's summarize these recent days of my life. thursday, lost my phone. friday, didn't went to work demotivated and all. late friday night, drove all the way to felda air tawar 5 to see my bestest friend, hawa. poured all my feelings to her. saturday evening, parents came surprisingly to kota tinggi, saying they just attended a wedding in johor.
let just say that my brief encounter with my mom doesn't went well. poured feelings again to hawa. always there for me and my problems eventhough her problems are much bigger than mine. sunday, went to johor to buy new phone. forget problems for a while. not because of getting new phone, but because being with hawa. monday, went back to putrajaya.
should start work on tuesday, but really not feeling well. still not feeling well on wednesday. maybe it isn't physical illness, more to emotional illness. really not in the mood onto seeing or talking to anyone. phone is switched off these last two days. really hoping to get better soon...
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