mad day

ooo, i do think about the consequences. it's just that i don't care!!!

Have you ever experienced a ‘Mad Day?’ it’s not mad crazy, it’s mad angry… well, you could be considered crazy as well if you stay angry the whole day… you’re angry with no apparent reason. It’s just, on that day, you are angry about everything! You woke up, and the angry feeling just there. You’re angry at your phone just because it rang to wake you up. Then you’re angry because you knew you would be late that day. While driving to the office, you’re angry at the driver in front of you for driving well, within the speed limit. You knew that it wasn’t that driver’s fault, but you just want to blame other person for your own mistake. And you are usually not this type of person.

And at work, you colleagues ask you something simple and you felt threatened. Your boss gave you a very good advice to improve your work nicely, and you think he’s being annoying. You are just angry at everyone and everything. You want to yell at them and tell them to mind their own business and leave you alone in peace. All your thoughts this day would be negative and just plain evil. You want to call your gentle friend, a miss goody two shoes,  call the other friend fat as a hippo, call your boss an idiot who thinks he knows everything and so on… you know you’re in the wrong but you just don’t care as long as it gave you pure satisfaction.

You went home and get some rest and a good night sleep. The next morning you woke up, you are back to be the normal you and you regret all your thoughts and actions the previous day. But, you know that you will still be having the ‘mad day’ again but you don’t know when. You knew that this kind of day is usually related to your stress level. You want to avoid it but you could not. You will experience it again and again, and all the while wondering are you insane…

ps: i knew that i owe a lot of entries.. i'll try to write it as soon as i can. right now, i still haven't got a good internet connection. just using my phone data. that's why i have to limit the things i do online.. hope you guys understand.. v(^_^)v