R.I.P. Pusheen 😢

Last Raya Haji, Kak Ala brought back all three of her cats. She left two of them at kampung, Pusheen an Tiger. She only took Panda back to Putrajaya. The reason she left Pusheen and Tiger was because the twot cats are outdoor cats, they love to roam around. Unfortunately, one of Kak Ala's neighbour is not so fond with cats. The neighbour complained, saying Kak Ala's cats often peed/pooped at his house. But as far as we know, Pusheen and Tiger only peed and pooped in their litter box. So, Kak Ala kept those twos in cages and only let them out once in a while.

The dynamic duo, Pusheen (calico) and Tiger (orange)

At kampung, Pusheen and Tiger could finally have their freedom, only they are not allowed inside of the house since my mom doesn't like their fur shedding. But, my dad and I sometimes let them in the house when my mom wasn't around. Pusheen was the first cat that Kak Ala had. My niece found her (still a kitten) at her school and brought her home. While Tiger was found in front of Kak Ala's house with two other kittens, Whitey (RIP) and Midnight (sent to pet care shelter). Pusheen acted as a surrogate mother to the then three kittens. Panda was Midnight's son and he is certainly an inside cat.

So, my parents and I took care of Pusheen and Tiger. Honestly, my favourite was Pusheen. She was a very gentle and manja. She never failed to come when I called out her name. Same as Tiger. But this morning, during the cats' meal times, Pusheen was missing. They were only Tiger and Jepun (a white stray cat that we adopted unofficially). Usually the three cats just rushed in whenever I opened the door. I called Pusheen many times, still she didn't came. I'm not worried at first, thinking she's having an adventure somewhere. She never strayed far away from home. So, I figured she might come home soon. I even told her yesterday, that today she will have a bath. Come noon, Pusheen still couldn't be found so I bathed Tiger first. I called her name many times but with no avail.

This was taken just yesterday; Pusheen, Tiger and Jepun

Around 12 noon, my mom called me, telling me that Pusheen was already dead. My mom was looking for her and found her lying under one of my dad's banana plant. My father then took Pusheen home, the banana plant is only 10 meters from our house. Her body was already cold but not 'hardened' yet. Seems like she just die. My parents and I were devastated. My mom and I cried. Until now, I still couldn't believe that Pusheen is no longer around. I regretted not to spend more time with her yesterday. We told Kak Ala the sad news. Kak Ala asked me to show Pusheen to Tiger one last time so that Tiger knew that she was gone. My dad then buried Pusheen. To dear Pusheen, you brought joy to all of us with your presence. May you rest in peace and may we'll see each other again in jannah.

Final goodbye from Tiger

ps: I once had an argument with Miss A regarding the loss of pet. At that time, I didn't own any pet but Miss A has a lot of cats. I told her the loss of cat is nothing. You could just get another one easily. She disagreed with me, saying that it will not be the same. Now, I realized how wrong I was! Losing a pet that has been with you for a long times (Pusheen was seven years old) is not easy...😢

Thought of The Day

 

My thought of the day 💭:

TO MAINTAIN SOMETHING IS SO MUCH HARDER THAN TO ACHIEVE OR GAIN SOMETHING 

Example 1️⃣:

You finally shed the extra five kilos after months of strict diet. You are happy to get back the body shape you love. In your happiness, you forget about your diet and start eating like before.

It may start innocently like I just eat all I want today to celebrate my success. But turns out, you eat like that everyday and gained back the weights you lost just in a couple of days. Been there, done that.😅

Example 2️⃣:

You just started to further your study. It was your first semester. The joy and spirit of being a student once again accompanied you. Because of this, you are so focused on your study and manage a 4.0 CGPA.

Unfortunately, you began to lose your enthusiasm and this affects your result. You can longer maintain your 4 flat. Oh by the way, I'm giving this example from my own experience.

I know there are a lot of students out there that have the will to stay focus all through their study. Again, been there done that. Not proud of it. 🥴

Example 3️⃣:

You just got married (this example is certainly NOT from personal experience, merely from reading and observation). You and your spouse are all lovey dovey. ❤️ You call your husband, sayang and he calls you darling (bear with me here, haha..) Everything is all rainbows and sunshine.

But, as you thread through marriage, you realize that it was more than calling endearment to each other. It needs strength, energy, commitment, struggle and (feel free to add in anything you think important in a marriage, you guys are better and more expert than me in this topic 😆).

And according to this 2014 news article, there is one divorce in Malaysia every 10 minutes. It proves that a happy marriage, heck just marriage is hard to uphold.

Example 4️⃣:

You vowed to yourself that starting from today you will read at least two pages of Al-Quran. And alhamdulillah, you are able to do it for two long weeks. That one weekend, you had a fun holiday with your families or friends and that holiday made you skipped your daily Quran reading.

This time back to my personal experience. 😉. And that couple of days you skipped made you lazy to start back your recital routine. Really really not proud of this. That' why in Islam, it is more important and better to stay istiqamah doing small deeds than one big deed one time.

Example 5️⃣:

COVID-19, we manage to flatten the curve, and we stopped being cautious. We forget about the SOP (not blaming anyone here, just general saying) and look at the statistic today.

I hope after all this points, you guys will see why I think maintaining or keeping something is harder than achieving or gaining it.

🍀 Fun fact: It takes an average of 66 days before a new habit takes root in our brain.

#ThoughtsForToday

My Precious...

I lost this ring in the bathroom during Aidiladha. 💍It wasn't the first. I lost it before once in the same bathroom. Both times, I searched thoroughly but couldn't find it. This ring is very very precious to me because it was a gift from my parents.❤️

The first time, I found it on the next day. But for the second time, I just found it last Friday.😊 The thing is, I wasn't the only one searching for it. I received help from my family members. Even my sisters' maids, who cleaned the bathroom couldn't find it.

I was a little heartbroken, 💔 losing the ring. But I still have hope that I will find it again for I am very sure I lost it in the bathroom and not somewhere else. I pray and Allah answers my prayer.🤲

On that day, I was cleaning the bathroom and suddenly the ring materialise out of nowhere, seriously! I am very surprised and at the same time very grateful and happy. 😁 Finally, I am reunited with my precious (just like Gollum in LOTR but less creepy).

Few things I learn here are:

🍀Never give up hope no matter how bleak things might seem

🍀Always have faith in Allah. He is always there.

🍀Pray for everything, even when you think it is a small and trivial matter.

🍀Every good deeds you performed will benefit you in ways you couldn't imagine

🍀Love your parents!!!

#TrustInAllah

#LoveThyParents

#HaveFaith