"Always consider your intellect to be lacking; otherwise too much faith in it surely leads to error. ~ Ali RA"
Thursday, December 31, 2020
Friday, October 16, 2020
R.I.P. Pusheen π’
Last Raya Haji, Kak Ala brought back all three of her cats. She left two of them at kampung, Pusheen an Tiger. She only took Panda back to Putrajaya. The reason she left Pusheen and Tiger was because the twot cats are outdoor cats, they love to roam around. Unfortunately, one of Kak Ala's neighbour is not so fond with cats. The neighbour complained, saying Kak Ala's cats often peed/pooped at his house. But as far as we know, Pusheen and Tiger only peed and pooped in their litter box. So, Kak Ala kept those twos in cages and only let them out once in a while.
The dynamic duo, Pusheen (calico) and Tiger (orange) |
At kampung, Pusheen and Tiger could finally have their freedom, only they are not allowed inside of the house since my mom doesn't like their fur shedding. But, my dad and I sometimes let them in the house when my mom wasn't around. Pusheen was the first cat that Kak Ala had. My niece found her (still a kitten) at her school and brought her home. While Tiger was found in front of Kak Ala's house with two other kittens, Whitey (RIP) and Midnight (sent to pet care shelter). Pusheen acted as a surrogate mother to the then three kittens. Panda was Midnight's son and he is certainly an inside cat.
So, my parents and I took care of Pusheen and Tiger. Honestly, my favourite was Pusheen. She was a very gentle and manja. She never failed to come when I called out her name. Same as Tiger. But this morning, during the cats' meal times, Pusheen was missing. They were only Tiger and Jepun (a white stray cat that we adopted unofficially). Usually the three cats just rushed in whenever I opened the door. I called Pusheen many times, still she didn't came. I'm not worried at first, thinking she's having an adventure somewhere. She never strayed far away from home. So, I figured she might come home soon. I even told her yesterday, that today she will have a bath. Come noon, Pusheen still couldn't be found so I bathed Tiger first. I called her name many times but with no avail.
This was taken just yesterday; Pusheen, Tiger and Jepun |
Around 12 noon, my mom called me, telling me that Pusheen was already dead. My mom was looking for her and found her lying under one of my dad's banana plant. My father then took Pusheen home, the banana plant is only 10 meters from our house. Her body was already cold but not 'hardened' yet. Seems like she just die. My parents and I were devastated. My mom and I cried. Until now, I still couldn't believe that Pusheen is no longer around. I regretted not to spend more time with her yesterday. We told Kak Ala the sad news. Kak Ala asked me to show Pusheen to Tiger one last time so that Tiger knew that she was gone. My dad then buried Pusheen. To dear Pusheen, you brought joy to all of us with your presence. May you rest in peace and may we'll see each other again in jannah.
Final goodbye from Tiger |
ps: I once had an argument with Miss A regarding the loss of pet. At that time, I didn't own any pet but Miss A has a lot of cats. I told her the loss of cat is nothing. You could just get another one easily. She disagreed with me, saying that it will not be the same. Now, I realized how wrong I was! Losing a pet that has been with you for a long times (Pusheen was seven years old) is not easy...π’
Wednesday, October 7, 2020
Thought of The Day
My thought of the day π:
TO MAINTAIN SOMETHING IS SO MUCH HARDER THAN TO ACHIEVE OR GAIN SOMETHING
Example 1️⃣:
You finally shed the extra five kilos after months of strict diet. You are happy to get back the body shape you love. In your happiness, you forget about your diet and start eating like before.
It may start innocently like I just eat all I want today to celebrate my success. But turns out, you eat like that everyday and gained back the weights you lost just in a couple of days. Been there, done that.π
Example 2️⃣:
You just started to further your study. It was your first semester. The joy and spirit of being a student once again accompanied you. Because of this, you are so focused on your study and manage a 4.0 CGPA.
Unfortunately, you began to lose your enthusiasm and this affects your result. You can longer maintain your 4 flat. Oh by the way, I'm giving this example from my own experience.
I know there are a lot of students out there that have the will to stay focus all through their study. Again, been there done that. Not proud of it. π₯΄
Example 3️⃣:
You just got married (this example is certainly NOT from personal experience, merely from reading and observation). You and your spouse are all lovey dovey. ❤️ You call your husband, sayang and he calls you darling (bear with me here, haha..) Everything is all rainbows and sunshine.
But, as you thread through marriage, you realize that it was more than calling endearment to each other. It needs strength, energy, commitment, struggle and (feel free to add in anything you think important in a marriage, you guys are better and more expert than me in this topic π).
And according to this 2014 news article, there is one divorce in Malaysia every 10 minutes. It proves that a happy marriage, heck just marriage is hard to uphold.
Example 4️⃣:
You vowed to yourself that starting from today you will read at least two pages of Al-Quran. And alhamdulillah, you are able to do it for two long weeks. That one weekend, you had a fun holiday with your families or friends and that holiday made you skipped your daily Quran reading.
This time back to my personal experience. π. And that couple of days you skipped made you lazy to start back your recital routine. Really really not proud of this. That' why in Islam, it is more important and better to stay istiqamah doing small deeds than one big deed one time.
Example 5️⃣:
COVID-19, we manage to flatten the curve, and we stopped being cautious. We forget about the SOP (not blaming anyone here, just general saying) and look at the statistic today.
I hope after all this points, you guys will see why I think maintaining or keeping something is harder than achieving or gaining it.
π Fun fact: It takes an average of 66 days before a new habit takes root in our brain.
#ThoughtsForToday
Monday, October 5, 2020
My Precious...
I lost this ring in the bathroom during Aidiladha. πIt wasn't the first. I lost it before once in the same bathroom. Both times, I searched thoroughly but couldn't find it. This ring is very very precious to me because it was a gift from my parents.❤️
The first time, I found it on the next day. But for the second time, I just found it last Friday.π The thing is, I wasn't the only one searching for it. I received help from my family members. Even my sisters' maids, who cleaned the bathroom couldn't find it.
I was a little heartbroken, π losing the ring. But I still have hope that I will find it again for I am very sure I lost it in the bathroom and not somewhere else. I pray and Allah answers my prayer.π€²
On that day, I was cleaning the bathroom and suddenly the ring materialise out of nowhere, seriously! I am very surprised and at the same time very grateful and happy. π Finally, I am reunited with my precious (just like Gollum in LOTR but less creepy).
Few things I learn here are:
πNever give up hope no matter how bleak things might seem
πAlways have faith in Allah. He is always there.
πPray for everything, even when you think it is a small and trivial matter.
πEvery good deeds you performed will benefit you in ways you couldn't imagine
πLove your parents!!!
#TrustInAllah
#LoveThyParents
#HaveFaith
Friday, September 4, 2020
Office Annual Dinner
For the first time, after almost five years I worked as Segamat Immigration Office, we hosted an annual dinner on September 3rd. Thank you for those people (my colleagues) that made it happened. I was in charge of wrapping all the gifts. The event is held at Bawwang Event and Space, Taman Yayasan.
Saturday, August 15, 2020
Family Vacation (Kenyir Lake)
We finally managed to have a big family vacation! This idea was initiated by Kak Ala and she was the one the responsible for all the booking. This vacation is different from previous vacations because it was on a houseboat. It's like a simpler and cheaper version of cruise. We cruised the lake and docked at different attraction. The itinerary is as shown below;
2 AUG 2020 (SUNDAY)
❇️ Parked car at Pengkalan Lawit
❇️ Spent the night on houseboat
There were seven cars altogether. We all started from different places and planned to meet at Pengkalan Lawit where the houseboat is docked. My parents and I joined Kak Ala's family. We were the last to arrive since we stopped at several locations.
3 AUG 2020 (MONDAY)
❇️ Breakfast (Nasi Dagang)
❇️ Kenyir Elephant Conservation Village π
❇️ Cruise to Saok Waterfall from Pengkalan Gawi
❇️ Swimming at the waterfall and lake
❇️ Boat docked at Saok Waterfall
The boat has a couple of crews and we also requested for catering service. By doing that, we didn't have to cook our own foods.
4 AUG 2020 (TUESDAY)
❇️ Cruise to Taman Herba from Saok Waterfall
❇️ After exploring Taman Herba, cruise to Lasir Waterfall
❇️ Water activities again
❇️ Boat docked at Lasir waterfall
❇️ BBQ
5 AUG 2020 (WEDNESDAY)
❇️ Cruise to Santuari Kelah
❇️ Back to Pengkalan Lawit
❇️ Spend the night at Cherating
We did a lot of activities together and we really had a lot o fun!!! More pictures at my FB account.❤️❤️❤️
Sunday, June 21, 2020
Father's Day 2020
Monday, May 25, 2020
Aidilfitri 1441H/2020
Our zoom meeting |
My parents' house |
Zariq's house |
Tuesday, April 28, 2020
Ovaltine Cookies
Don't expect the cookies to retain their original shapes. This 'turn out' is consider a miracle! Usually, cookies just spread all over the pan with no shape AT ALL!!! |
- 250 gm butter
- 1 cup condensed milk
- 1/2 cup brown sugar
- 2 cups corn starch
- 2 cups tapioca starch
- 1 cup wheat flour
- 4 cups Ovaltine
- Mixed butter, condensed milk and brown sugar together (electronic mixer)
- Add all the flours little by little.
- Add Ovaltine last (if the dough wasn't 'chocolate' enough, just keep on adding Ovaltine until it looks like picture above)
- Bake for 20 minutes (180 C top bottom)
Thursday, April 23, 2020
Welcoming Ramadan 2020/1441H with New Normal
Thursday, April 16, 2020
Recipes I've Tried During MCO
Monday, April 6, 2020
Surah Al-Hadid 57:22 - 23
22. No disaster strikes upon the earth or among yourselves except that it is in a register before We bring it into being - indeed that, for Allah, is easy - |
23. In order that you not despair over what has eluded you and not exult [in pride] over what He has given you. And Allah does not like everyone self-deluded and boastful - |
Friday, April 3, 2020
[SONG] AIMYON - On This Day We Say Goodbye
Thursday, April 2, 2020
Movement Control Order (18 Mac 2020 - 14 April 2020)
Source: KKM Twitter |
- Kiss Me at Midnight (Eloisa James)
- When Beauty Tamed The Beast (Eloisa James)
- The Duke is Mine (Eloisa James)
- The Lady Most Likely... (Julia Quinn, Eloisa James, Connie Brockway)
- The Lady Most Willing... (Julia Quinn, Eloissa James, Connie Brockway)
- Restaurant on The Edge (Netflix)
- Love Is Blind (Netflix)
- Detective Conan Movie 20: The Darkest Nightmare
- Detective Conan Movie 21: Deep Red Love Letter
- Detective Conan Movie 22: Zero's Executioner
- Detective Conan Movie 23: The Fist of Blue Sapphire
- Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo R (Seimaru Amagi, Fumiya Satou)
- Kindaichi 37-sai No Jikenbo (Seimaru Amagi)
- Detective Conan/Case Closed (Gosho Aoyama)
- Boruto: Naruto Next Generations (Masashi Kishimoto)
- My Amazing Wechat (iCiyuan)
Saturday, February 22, 2020
Friday, February 14, 2020
Destination: Bangkok (17 - 21 December 2019)
18 December 2019 (Wednesday)
today, i joined a tour booked fat klook to ayutthaya. ayutthaya was capital of the Kingdom of Siam, and a prosperous international trading port, from 1350 until razed by the Burmese in 1767. it is located about 80km from bangkok. early that morning, i walked to the nearest bts station (about 20 min from the hotel). itinerary is as follow. i joined this tour alone since the others had other plan, beside my mother couldn't walk much since her feet are swollen. the real reason i chose this tour in the first place is because thai historical drama series, love destiny! i binge-watched the series at netflix and i kept rewatching my favourite scenes. there are maybe about 20 people in the tour, a mixed bunch, came from different part of the world. since, i'm travelling alone, i had to ask strangers to take my pictures. so, there are not a lot of picture of me. overall, the tour is great and i highly recommend it to all of you!
main casts of love destiny |
Bang Pa-In Royal Palace |
Wat Lokayasutharam |
Wat Phra Si Sanphet |
Ayutthaya Floating Market |
Wat Mahathat |
Sunset boat ride (Wat Chaiwatthanaram) |
19 December 2019 (Thursday)
we took a tourist hop on/off boat along chao phraya river. we started at sathorn central pier and stopped at grand palace. here, i went to rent thai traditional cloth from sense of thai. another influence from love destiny. while i changed into the costume, my other family members already entered the grand palace. my mom had to use the wheelchair for her feet were getting worse. we met inside the grand palace. once we explored the grand palace, we went to see thai masked dance performance at Sala Chalermkrung Royal Theatre, it was included in the grand palace entrance ticket. the play was interesting and we got the chance to take picture with a couple of the performers
after that, we split into two goups; my parents with abg ijan and kak intan, me with the boys, izz and areef. the nephews and i went to wat pho while the others went to mbk centre. the boys act as my photographer of the day, haha and they took beautiful pictures. thanks to them i got a lot of pictures wearing thai traditional cloth worth my rental money! then, we took grab to mbk centre where we had dinner. done with dinner, we went to asiatique with the car rented by abg ijan for the next day we planned to go to Damnoen Saduak Floating Market and Maeklong Railway Market.
tourist boat route |
The Grand Palace |
Sala Chalermkrung Royal Theatre |
Wat Pho |
souvenir shopping at Asiatique |
on this day, we went to Damnoen Saduak Floating Market which was about 2 hours drive from bangkok. we took the boat ride but we didn't buy anything much. still the boat ride was fun! we then had lunch at armeen halal restaurant.the restaurant owner didn't speak malay but she told us she received a lot of customers from malaysia. there was another malaysian family eating lunch there as well. if not mistaken, they are from bangi. once lunch is done, we stopped for a while, just to take pictures at maeklong railway market. since it was already late in the evening, not many stalls were opened. most of them were closed already.
Damnoen Saduak Floating Market |
Maeklong Railway Market |
abg ijan called a grab for us to the airport early this morning. it was time to say goodbye to bangkok. maybe, inshaAllah i want to come here again to visit the temples or museums that i didn't get to see.. thank you abg ijan and kak intan for this wonderful trip! may Allah bless all of you, amin~